Twisted
I have been sick for far too long, thoughts racing in my head saying peace be gone. Please forgive me I won’t return again but don’t cry for me just. Let me bleed
Strong holds of darkness upon my mind, I can smell you in my head feel you in my womb raping me and screaming at me
Crying so deep within to trust myself again
Coming face to face with darkness, evil less mystifying, a heaviness of despair and loneliness tormented by my nightmares. I refuse to sleep now, I’m in the state of trances, harassed by seducing spirits of sexual thoughts
Hello I am your mind and I am Twisted
As I watch my mind fly over me, longing for the deep sleep dreaming of peace I consume myself with Valiums of blue I close my eyes and see self-mutilation
Open my eyes and see self-destruction. Drinking to death like a stillborn child
If I bleed then let me bleed, tired of being depressed and suppressed by my fears
Can you hear me? I am your mind drifting away and I’m not afraid
I am safe inside myself believing this perverted lie. I breathe in blood and cry out loud
Realizing that I am the sacrifice, trying to do good but evil is lurking behind
I taste of holy wind bitter and so sweet. I hear sweet lullabies of rampage, chaos and calamity ransacking my mind ripping through my pure thoughts as I’m left here with incomplete sentences unable to define how I’m really feeling
I’m abruptly awakened and I’ve just realized that I’m Twisted.